What should i do about my feelings for this guy?

OK. Im in love with this guy who lives in france. Please dont tell me Ldr's dont work out because if i try i can make it work. Im not sure if we are dating or not but we act like we are and i love it, but at the same time i want to wonder around guys and go out with different guys. I feel guilty about loving him because i really shouldnt. HIs mom hates me. But at the same time he makes me so wonderfully happy when we are webcaming :O i just dont know what to do. When he leaves i get all depressed and i miss him but if im partying i dont think about him, its like im not tied down. I dont like being tied down. Im a sagitarius. Im a bit wild and like my freedom and he is a cancer and loves to keep me tight to him. Im so confused. What should i dooo :( i love him to death but i cant leave him it would break our hearts but at the same time i dont want to cheat and do the same thing. Ahh help :(